First intercourse ..... ya first intercourse.... and all you Virgins..if you think is awesome..think twice,it's tedious,confusing and at times could be frustrating too. Think of an eternal horny guy, who one fine day gets it right,at the peak of hornyness meets his beloved ,jumps upon her immediately and .. f**k then he realises , how difficult is the first intercourse. He tries hard , more hard ,get confused ,astonished and all the hornyness evaporates in a sec..... A fascination meets the reality.
I had my first intercourse last month, yes my first intercourse with CINEMA and felt the same. For eons, i was having fascinating dreams about cinema, the medium excites me like anything and gives me a high even Tequila shots fail to meet. In my short-term film-making course in Pune, all the theory classes on direction, editing,sound,shots, scenes etc were adding enthusiasm into already brimming soul and i was dying to grab the opportunity to write and direct my first (short) movie ,and finally we all were called to submit our project.I stumbled on the very first step, took the maximum time to submit my story, reason , i had a rush of stories inside my brain and none of them were concrete. i was swaying my imagination too much and was presenting so many ideas ,alas,none of them were feasible in the given time slot,So when i finally submitted my story, others had started writing the screenplays.
Next task was to convert the story into a 10 pages(i.e. 10 minute) screenplay , which definitely gave , writer inside me a chance to explore the human psyche and behaviour. i sat down almost for 2 nights and finished a beautiful screenplay with some great lines , but next day most of my colleagues didn't vouch for it, for they felt it had philosophy. I agree, philosophy comes natural to me while writing and i took every one's critical comments with positive spirit but loved my screenplay for its content and dialogues, and i stick to it.
Once you finish you script, you look for the cast, and i tried to bring FTII graduates,and went the institute to persuade them , wandered the whole campus to meet a few aspiring actors, but timing was bad and none of them was ready to commit for a full day shoot and also most of them were leaving for Goa film festival, starting the same weekend, but thanks to a local friend in Pune, i finally managed to find actors just a day before my shoot day. After finalizing the actors, i came back to my lappy to work on shooting script ( the way scripts will be shot actually) . It again proved to be a overnight task and i got it in around 50 shots( Now i realise that was less, and i missed out on some very important close-ups).
And then came the D-day , when i was going to cap the director's hat ,i had planned the shoot to start from 8 am and whole crew was ready to be at my command. I reached the shooting location, drawing room of my friend and with great hopes, i framed my first shot, fixed the paraphernalia,explained scene to the artists and other things and as soon as looked into the camera, gosh .. it was dark , silhouette everywhere, room wasn't properly lit for camera, i meant room was full of natural light but camera needed more light to capture the scenes and before panic could have appeared in the atmosphere, i made a call for artificial lights , though its difficult to find a light man at eleventh hour, thanks to one of my local friends, he arranged for a light man with POTA lights, the light problem got solved in 3 hours only and shoot resumed. But there was more coming up and another problem popped out, so many scenes , which i had conceived in my shooting script,were not possible in the room and shoot got stalled once more, i had to rush to think of new shots and angles before i could resume. It was tiresome and time was flying quickly and i improvised some impromptu shots , there was no other way around to get back to shooting.
Everything was sailing smoothly now and i had completed around 25 shots when power cut hit us hard, it was already post afternoon and light was fading and we encountered the power cut, okay , we looked to each other and tried to smile, for it was something out of our control , luckily, i had a patience and understanding crew, so they took it sport and waited for the power. Power came after 3 hours around 6 pm and it was getting too late for all of us and i was left with almost half of the shots. Nevertheless, the team encouraged each other and we shot all remaining shots as quickly as possible.The shoot which was supposed to start at 8 am , started at 11 am and eventually finished at 8:30 pm, after 9 hours, just for a 10 min movie, that too in one location.
Pack up call gave me breathing space and i sat down at my laptop, introspecting the whole day, feeling good that i could finish the shoot after quite a few glitches and analysing what went wrong , a few shots didn't come as good as i was expecting.I said good bye and thanked everyone single person on the set for their extended support ,thanked GOD , for he kept supplying energies to the crew, and then took a beer and jumped into the bed for a lovely sleep, one, which brings you closer to yourself.
It is so beautiful to have a crush, it's even more grand to set yourself out for achieving your Love, its more important to face the realities and asses yourself , its of greatest importance to talk to yourself that ,yes, in spite of inevitable hurdles, you are passionate for making love and eventually its an absolute necessity to have Erections after every intercourse.
Luckily, I am still aroused :-)
© Ajay kr Saxena
