Thursday, January 29, 2009

Sufi Poem : Sit at twilight!!!


If you have some time to spare
search for a sea shore
and sit down there,
 at twilight
you shall see
some miraculous delights.
Closing the day's chapter
Sunlight fades gracefully,
and shyly emerging moon
gloats over it.
hey !!see that sight
a silhouette of returning
smiling birds flight,
Give an ear to sea waves encomium for night
pinning for a moon, so gorgeous, so nubile.
"Rajnigandha" buds emanating fragrance 
turning breeze into a heavenly scent.
do observe the seated trees
and learn
how they clink madly
to devour all the beauty!!
A pantheon of stars sprouts in an arable night
before
 earth makes love with erotic moonlight.
Sit there for some more time
until you feel " OMG, all this beauty is mine".
Then
 the nature will reveal an ageless truth!!
How
Moon,Sea,Birds,Flowers &Trees
sensing a DARK NIGHT ,get ecstatic!!
is it possible for we humans
to learn this etiquette,
and
whenever a DARK Night arrives
be ready with a warm welcome.

-Yaatri

© Ajay Kr Saxena

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Sufi Poem : Lip-Locked



Not answered
Questions now die their natural death,
why an ecstatic lover
lip-locked with himself 
care to speak!!!!

-Yaatri

© Ajay Kr Saxena

Sufi Poem :: River & Sea !!!



You are the RIVER,
you are the SEA,
and 
dont be surprised ?
if i say
you are the estuary!!

-Yaatri :-)

© Ajay Kr Saxena

Monday, January 26, 2009

Writing from Train to Mumbai !!!

Happy Republic day to all !! I am at Hublie almost half way to Mumbai and relishing the joy of travelling in train. I came Bangalore by flight and it took me around 2 hours only and this return journey will cost me 24 hours. I guess, I need to switch to air route more ,for wasting so much time in travelling is now not making a sense to me, but still it has given me plenty of time to enjoy the natural beauty of Karnataka and going back to the events of whole last week.

After the film festival ceremony it was time to be with friends, the old college pals , who all are escalating successfully in their respective areas, good to see that. Meeting with juniors recalled me the love they always showered on me , though it never been a senior-junior relationship but more of a fun filled friendship, but still they are magnanimous in respect and love.God bless them!!!

Oh my God!! my own batch mates ,though will appear very sober and serene, need just a small trigger to turn themselves into the ebullient DEVIL , which they were back in college. And in last 2-3 days we friends formed a little posse and talked , recalled, recollected , old college time jocose stories and memories,it was a beautiful bonhomie of friends. We talked passionately about everything under the sun;girls (always appear first),love, sex, marriage, career and yes some non-vegn & censored too.What a heavenly mirth was that ?? I merried a lot,a lot , a lot , a lot , a lot , which I hadn't for last 3 months and still i feel a smile on my face. Quite a few of my friends are married now , and a few in pipeline.Though I am very apprehensive about marriage but still the joy and harmony i found in those married couple , made me respect this institution.
Tuesday morning,I reach Mumbai and after this beautiful long break of one week, shall resume my work towards my goal with more focus and aplomb.

P.S: The only casuatly of the trip is that i have lost my Camera. :-)

Love ya God!! (Kisses to you)
-Yaatri

© Ajay Kr Saxena

Friday, January 23, 2009

Bengalooru Film Festival '09 !!

'All good things come to an end" and so was Bengalooru international film festival, I am not new to festivals , have been there at Osian in Delhi twice but this one was special , for , I had a privileged pass, thanks to VJ ( luv ya buddy) and I watched movies with a different perspective, both as an audience as well as a student of cinema. 

It was last Saturday night when i was lazying around at my home in Mumbai, Vijay , a dear friend of mine, came online and informed me about the film festival and because movies give me an adrenal rush ,he took it to his advantage and implored me to Bangalore. I booked the ticked immediately and next morning was in Bangalore, a beautiful city. it is my first visit to this place, and i hope to visit it again. Not sure, about honeymoon place or something but based on my personal experience(i mean my horny feelings :D , nothing else you dirty minds ), out of all the cities , i have visited , Pune and Bengalooru looked most delectable and perfect cities to enjoy the pleasure of love-making , and am not aggrandizing it.

Coming back to the festival , because of that privilege pass, i had the opportunity to attend all the movies ,any of the workshops running around and felt excited,euphoric, and was flitting between one audi to other, for there were plenty of movies, you know!! the best from all around the world and i didn't wanna miss any of those, soon I realised its better to plan out things ,else would end up gaining nothing and with coffee sips ,i decided to catch three flicks per day based on their synopsis and my interest in the subject!!! and within span of 4 days i ended up watching more than 10 movies, some gorgeous, mind-blowing & scintillating movies.

Film festivals are like a big buffet for movie connoisseurs, because one can choose as per one's wish to devour from the movies of varied cultures, languages, concepts and new & different cinematic styles, and above all a very different kind of cinema , unfortunately ,not available elsewhere.When the lights go off in auditorium and a kaleidoscope of visual mastery occupies the big screen , my goodness!!, it transcends one into a divine realm all together, it's a joy unparalleled for any cinema lover and you automatically end up applauding the herculean efforts of the crew and a mirth is concomitant in every auditoriam;Mind you, film making is the most difficult , time consuming and costliest venture in the world ,with no formula of making a successful film!! only when the final product is released , director realises, if he has hit the target or what went wrong !! , therefore ,I am learning to respect such film-maker.

Another benefit of such festivals is going through the zeitgeist of other countries and understand social, economical and political framework,and one things is common everywhere, yes, you got it right "Human emotions", every person feels the same way !!!!amazing .I also made full use of my one to one talks with a few noted directors (A.N. Prassanna, Girish Ksaravalli and Dan wolman) and educated myself more about the Cinema.I can surely say in last a few days ,I don't know what ,but something inside me got enriched , became more confident,joyful and yes peaceful and you know, when I find myself at loss of words, I believe it to be GOD!!!

Thanks to him for being with me always and gifting me this beautiful sojourn!! love ya God!!! (Kisses to you)

P.S: Of all the movies i watched here in Bengalooru, following are a few which i liked more and would strongly recommend, in case you get a chance , which is very unlikely :

1. I served the king of England ( Dir: Jiri Menel, Country : Czech Reupblic)
2. The songs of sparrow (Dir: Majid Majidi, Country : Iran)
3. Gulabi Talkies (Dir: Girish Kasaravalli , Country : India)
4.The Yellow house ( Dir :Amor Hakkar, Country : Algiers)
5.Foreign Sisters (Dir: Dan Wolman, Country : Isreal)
6.Harru Hakkiyaneri (Dir: A.N.Prassanna, Country : India)
7.Mee Shreyobhilashi (Dir : V.Eshwar Reddy, Country : India)

Soon I shall be back to Mumbai but fond memories of the festival will surely linger for sometime. Now, I am free, and looking forward to visit more of Bengalooru and have a lot of crazy fun with my friends out here.

-Yaatri

© Ajay Kr Saxena

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Sufi :: If you fill yourself !!


First fill,
and only then 
you could spill !!!
if you fill yourself with smiles :)
you spill HAPPINESS,
if you fill yourself with dreams,
you spill JOY,
if you fill yourself with confidence
you spill POSITIVITY,
if you fill yourself with nature
you spill FESTIVITY,
if you fill yourself with knowledge
you spill INTELLIGENCE,
if you fill yourself with wealth
you spill LARGESS,
if you fill yourself with love
you spill all the above-mentioned
BUT,
if you fill yourself with YOU,
(my my !! :) :) )
do you know ???
......
......
......
you spill GOD!!!!

-Yaatri :-) 

© Ajay Kr Saxena

Genius artist!!

"A genius & genuine artist is a master of infidelity"

-Yaatri :-)

© Ajay kr Saxena

Friday, January 16, 2009

Sufi Poem :: शिक़ायत



तुम्हारी शिक़ायत
बिल्कुल वाज़िब है दोस्त मेरे,
मैं गा सकता हूँ तुम्हारे लिए भी
अपने चुनिंदा गीत 
सबसे मधुर सुर में,
मैं तैयार हूँ तुम्हारे लिए भी 
नृत्य करने को
मीरा की तरह बेसुध हो,
मैं तुम्हारे माँगने से पेश्तर
कर सकता हूँ 
अपनी वसीयत नाम तुम्हारे,
मुझे हर्ष होगा 
तुम्हे अपना प्रियतम बना
सब कुछ कुर्बान करने में,
लेकिन 
फिर भी मैं ऐसा क्यों नही करता ??
क्योंकि, दोस्त मेरे 
माफ़ करना 
पर तुम आदतन मोल लगा दोगे 
हर एक शह का मेरी
और वो....
:-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)
क्या कहूँ मैं
तुम शायद अभी नही समझोगे !!!!!

-यात्री

© Ajay kr Saxena

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Chekhov's short story "Horse-stealer"

At times your psyche is so nonchalant you want to stay in that ecstasy forever!! Touch wood! i have been bestowed with this luxury by the grace of God, for quite sometime and am making most of it. Devouring a lot of literature,Sufi always feature in most of my lists, you must have understood by now, so its OSHO time, and apart from that reading the doyens of Russian literature Tolstoy and Chekhov.

I always start it with google and found a wonderful site (http://www.readbookonline.net) , to read complete work of great artist.Chekhov supersedes Tolstoy in alphabetical list and i clicked on the list of his short-stories, and web page displayed plenty of stories to confuse me.I randomly picked up a short story titled "Horse-Stealer" and immersed myself in the zeitgeist of gone Russian era. Wont reveal the climax, but it's story of a man ,employed at a Nursing home, who one fine day on his way to one of the cities of Russia, get foisted by circumstances to spend one whole night with a family of horse-stealers, in spite of knowing their dirty business , meets two peasants , a carefree character Merik and one nubile young lady "Lyubka",with beautiful bosom and eventually  gets his horse stolen by the gang.Now that horse belonged to the chief doctor of nursing home and he simply shudders thinking of going back to nursing home without the horse. But the previous night incidents and beauty of Lyubka keep on stirring his mind and first time in his life, he introspects his own mundane life and comes face to face with an eternal question "Who says its sin to enjoy oneself?" ,and resigns his job to wander in search of the answer.
Can't say, if it's one of his greatest stories or something but yes, i felt connected with the theme and story and it prompted me to pen down this article.
Hats off to Mr Chekhov.

Never doubt those who wander, answer immediately appears to them - Sufism

-Yaatri

© Ajay kr Saxena

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Saturday, January 10, 2009

A sufi thought !

When I kiss the peace, noise go begging,
When I whirl around in noise , peace knows, its turn has come.
-Yaatri

© Ajay kr Saxena

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Two more Sketches

Title : "You"
Title : "Heart"
Two more sketches, which i could draw in last a few days, are uploaded above. The first one i titled "YOU" and second "Heart". Would have loved to elucidate the mind process behind drawing these sketches, but , i guess it better if i leave it upto the readers to exercise a bit of their artistic sense.
With each drawing i am gaining more confidence and mind is swaying more and is excited to get more out of aesthetic psyche. lets see how far , i am able to stretch my imagination , but rest assured all my work (good/bad) would definitely be shared with all you guys !!! till then enjoy these two.
-Yaatri :)

© Ajay kr Saxena

Monday, January 05, 2009

My debut sketch "Yaatri"

Sketching and me ,surprised!!! well I myself was surprised after drawing this first sketch!but it felt great and I give myself a little encouraging pat for this :-).
I was not feeling that good the other day and was wandering on roadside, when i saw a small kid with art book and crayons & not sure why but in an epiphany , i veered myself to the nearest stationary shop and purchased my art book and crayons, came back to my place and sketched it out in a flash.it seems the concept was lying dormant in my mind/psyche and as soon as i picked up crayons , it percolated on the paper in just one stroke and bingo it was there, my "Debut sketch" and i name it "Yaatri" .
and ya keep waiting, for there is more coming up after "Yaatri". Enjoy and have fun !!!!

"Life is a place to enjoy your eccentricities, are you mad enough????" - Yaatri

© Ajay kr Saxena